I wouldn't say I am in a good mood today but I feel a little more centered today. I feel like I know what I want to do and what I need to do. I feel like I need to start eliminating insincere people from my life. It may hurt but I think after 29 years, I should be able to expect a little more from these people. Especially considering that they have offered me little in 29 years but have taken a lot.
When I went through my last difficult time (before I had my kids), I told myself that I was not going to get myself into that situation again. I wasn't going to make myself available to certain people with the hopes that if I really needed them down the road, they would step up to the plate. They did not last time so why would I expect something better from them this time?
I have found myself in a really weird situation. Do I accept them for who they are or do I expect better from them? How can they expect better from me when they will not be better themselves?
I think my family will be another post...
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I honestly don't have much to say, I just wanted to try to show you some support. I also wanted to point out in your horoscope.. it says.. "Follow your heart." Make sure you do that.
I know that I can't (none of us can) be there for you.. but I am here, on the other end of the computer, thinking about you and your kids, wishing you the best of luck, worrying about you, and having faith in you. I know you are a strong single mama.. otherwise, why the hell did you make that post? ;) But really, have some faith, and it will all eventually work out. It will take time, but I believe it will be okay. You have to believe that too.
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